I saw myself six months ago
In a dream that kept me awake;
So striking the resemblance
But really not me at all; at least
A person I will only hear about.
I simply will not go back
To the place that brings me home;
Six foot above the covers, looking down
To a motionless body; So beautiful
But something I will never see.
I know I will be back of course
Hopefully on my terms this time;
Asleep with my thoughts to myself
Alone; A world view in an eye
Searching for the answers.
Forever fantasising in Rhythm
With the noise firmly behind me;
Held back without force or effort
Into a tearful night; Crying out
From the waking levitation.